songOfMyLife

still !

k arinih aku nk story psl feeling aq kt srunk mamat nih .
act aq mmg syunk die dri dulu lgi ... but mken lme aq rse bnde nih
sesuatu yg mustahil utk aq dptkn die .. 
n from tht day , aq tros mnafikn yg aq mmg still suke kt die n syunk die ... =(
tapi aq x blh buat pape cbb aq x mmpu nk buat pape ... aq x cntek .. n xd yg mnarik pun psal aq ...
semua pndg rndah je kt aq .. but thts not the point aq kalahkn ..
aq ignore je ape drng nk ckp psal aq .. but act drng x phm aq punn ... they pretend like they know me .. but act NOT .. n psal mamat nih .. time ktorng brdue ade je yg halang .. mcm2 dugaan dtg .. so aq troskn pnafian tuh .. n no one know about tht ... ! i feel sad when see him w anther girl .. but aq than je ape yg aq rse dgn 'senyuman' seolah2 xde pape pun yg aq rse time tuh ! smpailah satu hari tuh . aq rse aq mmg btol2 syunkkan die 'tramat sgt' aq selalu rndukn die . tp adekh die tau aq rndu die ? adekh die ingt kt aq? NOT rite?? ='( 
die ade rmai org dgn die .. n aq tau aq x pntg un utk die ingt ... but i wnt to 4rget him ..!
but i cn't ! i dunno why .. thts so dficult for me .. ='( i know tht i'm not perfect enough 4 him .. 
so i just pray thts he cn get he happiness w better girl than me .. AMINN .. =)
I Just Want You To Know Tht I Still LOving You Until Now ! =')